Young LGBT: how did/do you feel when we get those abstinence/-ed cles?

I seriously wanted to shoot myself everytime. Every year I had some sort of ed or human growth cl from 4th grade until 8th grade. I was seriously annoyed in 8th grade when the teacher started talking about how we need to save our virginity for the man we love and for marriage. At that point I knew I had a strong attraction to gilrls and was so ticked because she didn't even recognize same couples. Then when we spoke about AIDS and she brought up a couple that both ped away because of the disease she acted totally disgusted and said that uality was unnatural. I've just never had good experiences with those kind of cles. Thank the lord we no longer have them in high school.