Im between the wall and the knife. idk what to do =[?

im only 19 and im married to an army soldier so im an army wife going through deployment. let me tell you that it very hard to be an army wife. Ive suffered a lot with this man and i mean ALOT. my husband is going crazy and i mean crazy to the point to talk abt killing me!. i didnt report anything because i dont want him to get in trouble plus i have some imigration issues and im afraid to mess up his carrier and make me hate me more and get to the point to get deported =[. hes been gone for 2 months now and before he left he took EVERYTHING away from me besides my car and clothes. no apartment nor furniture. took me off his beneficiary and left me alone with nothing i cant go back to my homwtown because im working here and doing school. he said he was sure i was goin to be like every other army wife who cheats on their husbands and take all their money. he hasnt send me anything but $500 in this 2 months. i dont think is enough. I've been seen this guy that is so nice to me and idk what to do? how doesnt he want me to be like all the other army wives when hes been just like all the other soldiers. im starting to like this other guy but idk what to do anymore i feel sometimes like hes using me and taking advantage of my situation too have some fun and sometimes i feel like hes been serious abt me. =[ help!